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Thursday, 31 January 2013

VG

I'm really interested in video games.

Other than that,

Nothing else could spark any excitement within myself.

It's plain simple,

And straightforward.

Friday, 18 January 2013

Grade A Garden

Secret Garden,
The place to be,
The place for me,
The place within me.

The forbidden scent,
Which reeks out sensuality,
Lest not be forsaken,
Lets sought for it thoroughly...

Follow me,
Guide me,
Lead me,
Get it together now.

Journey

Rise up high and mighty,
The pillars of Expectation,
That stood tall,
Overlooking your capability.

The climb begins,
A steady journey uphill,
To the pinnacle of Hope,
Be careful not to tremble and fall.

Force

Reach out for my hand,
But all you managed to grab,
Was my attention,
That surely wasn't never enough for you...

Here comes Desperation,
Who motivates your desire,
The one that pushes you forward,
Ended up pushing me away as well...

Saturday, 5 January 2013

Fang Banger

From now on,
It is every man for himself,
There will be no mercy,
Get ready for a rude awakening,
Brace yourself for savage brutality,
As I will carve my personal path,
And devour anything that stands in my way,
With these lusty fangs,
Those greedy paws,
And that insatiable hunger,
To feast upon,
The bounty of this miserable world!

Ka-Ching!

Money is the source of happiness
Money is the root of all evil
Money makes the world go round
Money is not everything
Money is never enough
Money can solve anything
Money is the most important material
Money can corrupt you

#Bullshit

Here comes the time,
During which you will be tested,
Nothing more than a shell,
A vain emotional toy,
Of which once the source,
Of someone's Pride and Joy,
However,
Never more,
Such delicate tales of happiness,
Whispers from the lips of an angel,
Into the careful ears,
Of the loyal listeners...

#Bullshit

Neglected

The truth hurts
I'm never good enough
They don't give a fuck about you
I'm not important
Nobody will be there for you
Just stop caring


Thursday, 13 December 2012

Ride & Die

I need me a ride & die bitch,
Of supreme loyalty,
And freaking fearless,
Who is always up for anything,
Riding side by side,
Straight up from sunrise,
Right up to sundown,
Ride & die bitch,
It's gonna get nasty,
You're going down crazy,
We ride together,
And we'll end up dead,
Satisfied,
And surely side by side...

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

Old Is Gold

Undisclosed letters remain unfold,
Be happy by yourself is the greatest lie ever told,
A futile journey to pursue happiness which could fill the soul,
Yet some die looking for a hand to hold...

Monday, 19 November 2012

Form of Fear

Fragrant of Fear,
That provoke the senses,
Thus invoking a deep thought,
Upon what shape of harm that will take form.

Innocence Of Youth

The shell of my very soul,
Grows yet weak and old,
But fret not as deep down inside,
I remain always as a child.

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Episodes of Silence


The Raven

One black feather,
Falling softly from the sky,
As of it,
So do I.

Que sera, sera...

I feel the world is falling,
My world is falling down,
My time is running up,
Can't help to not think about it,
It's coming back to me,
Phases of past and present,
Glistening within the windows of my soul,
Quite a journey,
A tedious path once taken,
I'm exhausted,
For whatever will happen next,
I'll leave it all to my one and only,
My legacy...

Que sera, sera...

Friday, 9 November 2012

Darker Than Black

Say no more,
Indeed,
Unhappy they were,
But let not any,
Words shall be uttered,
As words itself,
Shoulders a burdening gesture,
Upon their fragile existence,
Within this cold cruel world...

Saturday, 27 October 2012

Chernobyl

I wonder what it's like to walk in the forsaken ruins of Chernobyl...

Oh the suspense is killing me.

The sight of a blast from the past truly is exciting and I myself am attracted to it.

Why would I want to go there?

It's simple.

To understand the value of things.

People always say that you wouldn't know the value of something until you've lost it.

I want to see,

I want to feel,

The value of a place which has lost everything but yet still something remains there.

Oh Chernobyl....

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Gelombang Gelora

Dalam dakapanmu,
Aku lemas,
Ingin sekali aku berlari pergi,
Biarkan aku sendiri.

Semakin jauh,
Aku mula jatuh,
Pandanganku kabur,
Aku terhenti di sini.


Here We Go Again...

That moment,
Which is now,
When Doubt had successfully captured,
Both mind and heart,
Oh how I feared,
The same thing will happen,
Once again...

This I say,
Come soon the day I dread,
In which wind blows heavily,
Disturbing my sense of tranquility,
Now what will happen to me,
To my face,
And to my sanity?

Not again,
To The Forgotten Path,
My legs had dragged me,
Soon enough,
I'll witness the choice I had made,
Which might lead me either to repent, regret or repeat,
Will the new me betray the old me?

Friday, 12 October 2012

Sewing Class

I mend my scars carefully,
Using cultural threads,
Which once binded myself,
To the ground where I came from.

Let it be I said,
Neglected to look,
Nor ponder upon them,
Those damned pains of the past...