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Thursday, 13 December 2012

Ride & Die

I need me a ride & die bitch,
Of supreme loyalty,
And freaking fearless,
Who is always up for anything,
Riding side by side,
Straight up from sunrise,
Right up to sundown,
Ride & die bitch,
It's gonna get nasty,
You're going down crazy,
We ride together,
And we'll end up dead,
And surely side by side...

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

Old Is Gold

Undisclosed letters remain unfold,
Be happy by yourself is the greatest lie ever told,
A futile journey to pursue happiness which could fill the soul,
Yet some die looking for a hand to hold...

Monday, 19 November 2012

Form of Fear

Fragrant of Fear,
That provoke the senses,
Thus invoking a deep thought,
Upon what shape of harm that will take form.

Innocence Of Youth

The shell of my very soul,
Grows yet weak and old,
But fret not as deep down inside,
I remain always as a child.

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Episodes of Silence

The Raven

One black feather,
Falling softly from the sky,
As of it,
So do I.

Que sera, sera...

I feel the world is falling,
My world is falling down,
My time is running up,
Can't help to not think about it,
It's coming back to me,
Phases of past and present,
Glistening within the windows of my soul,
Quite a journey,
A tedious path once taken,
I'm exhausted,
For whatever will happen next,
I'll leave it all to my one and only,
My legacy...

Que sera, sera...

Friday, 9 November 2012

Darker Than Black

Say no more,
Unhappy they were,
But let not any,
Words shall be uttered,
As words itself,
Shoulders a burdening gesture,
Upon their fragile existence,
Within this cold cruel world...

Saturday, 27 October 2012


I wonder what it's like to walk in the forsaken ruins of Chernobyl...

Oh the suspense is killing me.

The sight of a blast from the past truly is exciting and I myself am attracted to it.

Why would I want to go there?

It's simple.

To understand the value of things.

People always say that you wouldn't know the value of something until you've lost it.

I want to see,

I want to feel,

The value of a place which has lost everything but yet still something remains there.

Oh Chernobyl....

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Gelombang Gelora

Dalam dakapanmu,
Aku lemas,
Ingin sekali aku berlari pergi,
Biarkan aku sendiri.

Semakin jauh,
Aku mula jatuh,
Pandanganku kabur,
Aku terhenti di sini.

Here We Go Again...

That moment,
Which is now,
When Doubt had successfully captured,
Both mind and heart,
Oh how I feared,
The same thing will happen,
Once again...

This I say,
Come soon the day I dread,
In which wind blows heavily,
Disturbing my sense of tranquility,
Now what will happen to me,
To my face,
And to my sanity?

Not again,
To The Forgotten Path,
My legs had dragged me,
Soon enough,
I'll witness the choice I had made,
Which might lead me either to repent, regret or repeat,
Will the new me betray the old me?

Friday, 12 October 2012

Sewing Class

I mend my scars carefully,
Using cultural threads,
Which once binded myself,
To the ground where I came from.

Let it be I said,
Neglected to look,
Nor ponder upon them,
Those damned pains of the past...



Mereka pernah berkata bahawa apa yang kau lihat semuanya dusta.

Benarkah tuduhan sebegitu?

Pada pendapat saya, penglihatan kita berbeza.

Jika kau melihat menggunakan kedua-dua belah matamu, nescaya tiada apa pun yang sempurna kerana fitrah kita akan secara sendirinya mengenal pasti baik buruk setiap sesuatu. Sungguhpun begitu, tidak semestinya melihat menggunakan biji mata sahaja. Itu tidak memadai. Masih ada mata hati, bukan?

Mata hati melihat dari sudut emosi,
Kewujudannya tidak perlu disangkal lagi,
Kuasanya hebat tiada terperi,
Penggunanya cermat berilmu tinggi.

Lihatlah dunia dari sudut berbeza dan lihatlah ia dengan fikiran yang terbuka didorong perasaan ingin tahu.

Jika kamu melihat dengan sebelah mata, pergilah kamu menikmati kebaikkan yang ada di atas muka bumi ini,
Jika kamu menutup sebelah mata, beralihlah daripada menjadi saksi kepada kezaliman yang dilakukan para saudara mahupun saudari...

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

Worthy Of A Word

I don't understand something,
But I don't even try to ask anyone,
I know it's weird,
But the curiosity isn't really there,
Because to me,
Knowledge is scary,
What I want to know,
Might end up hurting me,
They say truth hurts,
Well I bet it does,
Other people say,
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger,
That too is acceptable,
With one condition,
That is the willingness to bear the pain,
And the struggle to simply recover,
Might take up some considerable time,
Oh you will gain something from it,
But deep down inside,
You'll ask yourself,
A solo spiritual moment,
Is it all worth it?

Monday, 3 September 2012

Lari Dari Diri Sendiri

Kenapa perlu teragak-agak lagi?
Siang kian hilang seri,
Malam pula semakin sunyi,
Kecundang sudah ketabahan diri...

Larilah dikau ke arah angin,
Yang bertiup kencang,
Cukuplah sudah bersikap dingin,
Tiada faedahnya dalam mengejar bayang...

Saturday, 1 September 2012

Around The World!

Just by using 3 words only,

And keep repeating it for hundreds of time in a single song,

But still manages to sound impressive!

Now that's a musical talent!

Do enjoy listening to this video below:

Friday, 31 August 2012

Lima Puluh Lima


A heartfelt slogan,
Shouted from the top of our lungs,
Sure it's verbal,
But deep down inside our warm hearts,
It's more than that,
More than meet the eyes some would say,
I don't blame them,
Because it's true,
From that simple verbal expression,
We can feel vivid emotions,
Oh yes,
That significant shouts,
Shouts that signifies freedom,
Freedom from oppression,
Freedom from frequent threats of destruction,
Free as a bird,
Of course we're free,
We live in harmony,
Look at our country,
Promoting peace and solidarity,
We should be happy,
We're free,
Or are we really?

Think about it. =)

Anyway I would like to wish Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan Ke-55 untuk semua rakyat Malaysia!
God Bless Malaysia!


Just you wait little guy!
Someday I'll get you!
I really really really gonna get you!
So damn fluffy!

Wednesday, 29 August 2012


Trembling hands,
Reaching from the dark,
Desperately wants to end it soon,
Grab it tightly by the neck,
And choke,
Until it croaks,
Then put on a black cloak,
Walk away,
Disappear into the night...

Sunday, 5 August 2012

Wishing World, Grabbing Globe.

Set my foot upon the globe,

Searching for the undiscovered land,

Walking on and on,

Above and beyond,

The hidden trails of mankind,

Somewhere between the secret passages of time,

Hopefully in the end,

It's possible to put the world on my plate,

I'll savor Earth.

Friday, 6 July 2012

Write Me Back

Sometimes I write about REALITY,

It seems so HARSH...

When I write about the TRUTH,


What now?

What can I do...

Don't blame me,

Try to look at my handwriting...

Even that's messed up.

Friday, 22 June 2012

Le Goldfish Moment!

Hello dear readers!


I'm supposed to write something important...


But what is it?


Oh my God.

What am I doing here?



Gotta go now.

Thanks for reading.



Raging waters,
Brought upon calamity waves,
That dreadful tides which force us away,
From our secluded shores...

Send me a submarine,
So i can dive deep down into you,
Searching for something,
That lurks beneath your consciousness...

Dear Water,
The essence of our Nature,
Love me tender,
Make me better.

Bila Baby Bercerita...

"Okay camni cerita dia sebenarnya..." - Baby.

That's the best story ever!

And I miss you too!

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

Sisipan Saiz Semut

Siapakah semut tanpa gula?

- Iaitu seekor makhluk yang tidak sempurna fitrahnya.

Siapakah insan tanpa Tuhan?

- Iaitu seorang makhluk yang gelap hatinya.


Jangan pernah mengaku sempurna,


Buruk akhlakmu tanpa kesopanan,
Hina tuturmu tanpa kesantunan,
Binasa hidupmu tanpa pedoman,
Dan hilanglah arahmu tanpa tujuan...

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

Creepy Caramel

Care not to tell, caramel.
Be careful of what you wished for, as it might not end well,
Lotsa things have been heard, more often they want to tell,
Not swell, do pray tell....

Sunday, 3 June 2012

Lumpur & Langit

Kaki tersekat dalam lumpur ada hati berangan nak pijak awan...
- Milo Kora 3 (2012) -

Friday, 1 June 2012

Mundane Manifesto

They go to such a length signifying their political prowess,

The plan backfired as society detest,

This is not a test,

Nor a concert or contest.

A Cuppa Changes

There she is,
Sipping a cup of coffee,
Then rises up swiftly,
Straight off to work,
That's funny,
She never liked coffee before,
Things change over time,
Somehow she's different but,
That difference doesn't do any harm,
She's still a part of the society,
That's all.

Wednesday, 2 May 2012

T 4 2, T 4 Trouble

Sometimes in life, we come across people who annoys you.
Not just by the choice of words, the tone of voice and the way they act also seems irritating.
Obnoxiously enough in terms of behaviour, this morbid kinds of people coexists in your environment!
That makes life a living Hell as no other way to escape them as wherever you go, they'll be there too.
To add insult to injury, these people are indeed familiar!
Unfortunately enough, this semester I'm not dealing with one, but two!
Yes, I know them.
I do recognise them.
I absolutely hate them.
The sad part is, they didn't know that they were being annoying and it pains me to say that their humongous ego tends to cover their sight in actually dicovering the element of nuisance which were imbedded within their sorry excuse of existence.
I can't stand them.
I'm uncapable of dealing with them patiently.
I genuinely hate them.


I truly hate working with people I personally despise.
It will somehow emit a sense of uncomfortability which does not go well with my personality.
Thus when hatred comes to play, work is no longer enjoyable.
Motivation was cast aside into abyss.
They say everything happens for a Goddamn reason.
That's the same case as hatred.
Hatred too, must be based on a particular reason.
Reason upon which negative personal experience and moral practices clash against each other before this.
Not that it's worth mentioning and I couldn't see a point to even remember it but sins of the past lets out a stench which memories of a mere mortal could never seem to erase.
Now I remember and now I shall hate once more.
Honesty is the best policy and since naturally I'm a honest man it's damn well difficult to hide my hatred.
Hate is a strong word.
I agree with that.
It's true.
But It's also suitable to be used in serious situation.

Monday, 12 March 2012

Gelas Jiwa

Material mengawal minda,
Hidupmu berlandaskan harta,
Meskipun lagakmu bagaikan permata,
Namun rapuh hatimu ibarat kaca.

Saturday, 10 March 2012

Gone With The Wind

Forgetting the sky,
As I'm too focused on walking,
Towards the path I chose,
Don't stop me now...

Friday, 2 March 2012

Perasaan, Bukan Pasaraya

Kat Wangsa Maju takde Giant lah mak.

Tapi kat sana ada benda lain...

Yang jauh lagi penting,

Dan lebih berharga!

Saturday, 25 February 2012

Screaming Silence

Silence is the unheard sound,
Silence is the unseen frown,
Silence is the untreated wound,
Silence is what holds you down.

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

Saturday, 18 February 2012


The greatest way to start your day is by having breakfast in bed!

Nothing beats that.


Wednesday, 15 February 2012

Sun Yi

Suaraku sunyi,
Lunak beriramakan sepi,
Nyanyian tanpa sebarang bunyi,
Terdiam memanggil mati...

Flavor In Feelings

Pain and pleasure,
Delivered delicately,
In a pleasant tray,
Pick your poison,
Stick to the sweet selection,
What's your flavor?

Kamarku Kini, Kamar Keluli

Kamar keluli,
Belum mampu mengekang mindaku,
Yang melayang jauh,
Ataupun jua menahan,
Hasrat hatiku ini,
Untuk membawa diri,
Jauh dari realiti,
Namun ku pasrah,
Jasadku terikat,
Dengan pelbagai rantaian,
Yang meskipun tidak kelihatan,
Namun tetap juga menyeksakan,
Bahuku kian rapuh,
Memikul bebanan,
Sehingga aku tidak lagi mampu,
Mendongak ke langit,
Ataupun mengenal lagi erti,

Pretty Painful Phenomena

Poke me, Poke me,
See who you'll provoke,
Hit me, harm me,
See what I'll become...

Woe Is Me, Wrathchild...

Fire is a good servant,
But a terrible master.
Anger is a negative emotion,
Which couldn't be held back forever...

Red is the color,
That spreads the rage,
Behold the disaster,
When wrathchild engage.

True That

"Death gotta be easy, coz life is hard..." -50 Cent.

Monday, 13 February 2012

Shush Now

Crumble beneath the sound of your voice,
Loud like thunder,
An upheaving uproar,
Silencing the damned...

Thursday, 9 February 2012

Write It Right!

Write to make it right,
Hand it in a card which was sealed tight,
All I have to do is read between the line,
And thus now you're finally mine.

The Best Day Ever!


It's all in the card.

If you know what I mean...


Alhamdulillah. <33

Monday, 6 February 2012

Just A Lil Bit...

The simplest thing might bring the greatest joy to someone.

All you need is a small amount of effort,
A dose of creativity,
And a heart full of sincerity.

That's all.

It's not much to ask.

You'll be surprised by the outcome later on.

Glowing Personality

Tear open the naked sky,
Seek out the hidden eye of Heaven,
Which shine brightly,
Except during the surprising storm,
However we don't need it anymore,
For it has always been,
Glowing spectacularly,
Deep within your soul.

Thursday, 2 February 2012

Pantun Pinta Ampun

Jangan pernah salah sangka,
Niat di hatiku bukan seperti yang kamu fahami,
Tidak akan sanggup aku cuba,
Atau berniat menyakiti...

Timbul tenggelam suka duka,
Masalah mendatang lumrah dunia,
Ampun dipinta tatkala aku tersalah bicara,
Sesungguhnya dirimu amat bermakna.

The Fallen One

Rarely he would have time for himself,
Just to catch up with his worldly interest,
The kind of interest which he had to let go before,
Due to lack of support by his dear parents.
They don't understand him.
In fact,nobody does.
They don't even bother to care.
He's not hard to please,
Because his time was not allocated for that.
People took him for granted,
They took his time,
And no privacy was given.
Happiness is what he seeks,
But yet all he sees now,
Is a world full of darkness,
Which he understood,
As he too,
Is like a fallen angel,
Who dwells in the depth of despair,
That bears the scars of sorrow,
Left there to survive,
Without proper care.
All he ever know is who to serve,
And who to please.
Happiness is not for him.
It never will...

Sick Sick Six

Grown serious,
The illness of his,
There's not much left,
For her to care.

Falling to pieces,
Crumbling day by day,
That fragile body,
Which was decorated by scars.

No time to heal,
Unless someone will,
That sickness of his,
Is for her to deal.

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

Damai Yang Didambakan

Punyai segala tetapi damai tiada...

Kata-kata yang cukup bermakna. Meskipun ayat ringkas akan tetapi pemahaman tentang maksud yang akan dicerna oleh minda kian berbeza pada setiap individu.

Pada pandangan saya, ayat di atas jika diterjemahkan secara praktikal akan menunjukkan bahawa sekiranya seseorang itu memiliki segalanya (harta, pangkat dan sebagainya) tidak semestinya dia mempunyai ketenangan jiwa.

Ketenangan jiwa = kebahagiaan hati.

Dari sudut pandangan lain, kita mungkin dapat melihat seseorang itu kelihatan stabil secara fizikal namun di dalam lubuknya tersimpan seribu satu masalah yang mengundang parah serta mengoncang ketabahan hatinya. Situasi sebegini sukar diperhati dengan mata kasar namun kebenaran itu tidak akan terselindung selamanya.

Jadi, apakah jalan penyelesaian kepada situasi sebegini?

Cuba lihat sekeliling dan perhatikan nikmat dunia yang anda perolehi... Dan tanyalah dari mana asalnya nikmat itu. Jika anda faham, maka janganlah lalai lagi dengan segala material duniawi yang hanya sementara sahaja tempohnya. Tumpukan perhatian mengejar janji Illahi yang menunggu kita di alam selepas tamatnya hayat ini...

Duhai Dunia

Bukan ini yang aku pinta,
Ingin sangat aku lari dari realitimu,
Yang seumpama penjara.

Duhai dunia,
Cabaranmu merbahaya,
Dugaanmu tidak terduga,
Aku lemah tidak bermaya.

Tuesday, 31 January 2012

Holy $#!+

Wondering about my examination results?

They're like shits!

Thanks for asking...

And screw you too.

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

Sunday, 22 January 2012

Severed Senses

Open my mind,
Words came out,
Overflowing with emotions,
Yet I kept silent...

Letting out,
All sort of possibilities,
But never once,
Serving the hints...

Refused to move away,
Thus rejecting the momentum,
Lingering thoughts shall stray,
While carefully admiring the pendulum.

Shut the sight,
Eliminate the senses,
Hold your heart,
And keep guessing...


Progress is a slow process...
But as far as I'm concerned, it is still on-going.
Which is a good thing due to the consistent pace,
That will eventually lead to a positive change.

Patience is a virtue.

Monday, 16 January 2012

Take Over

It'll surely get lonely at the top,

Once I've reached The Pinnacle of Success...

But it's better that way,

Coz I got no time for y'all who keep pulling me down every time I climb up,

Move forward and running straight,

Living life sucker free,

Imma take over the world while these haters getting mad!

Woot woot! \(^o^)/

Thursday, 12 January 2012



Oh ini bukan tajuk lagu Fabulous Cats yang sedap tu ya.

Ni luahan rasa tak sedap emosi.

Bikin panas beb!

Gua bukan apa tapi gua paling pantang kalau ada member jenis yang obses ni!

Obses dari segi nak ikut je pape kita nak buat pastu selagi boleh nak meyelit dalam semua segi aspek kehidupan kita walaupun secara dasarnya takde kena mengena langsung dengan kewujudan dia!

Haih rimas sial bila jadi camni. Gua dah banyak kali tegur tapi lu tak faham bahasa gak. Mati kutu & tambah uban kat kepala gua lagi.

Gua nak kata lu bodoh nanti lu marah tapi dari segi fakta memang lu jenis orang tak faham bahasa jadi nak buat camne lah kan? Kata budak universiti, belajar tinggi-tinggi tapi akal lu kat mana?

Takkan lu nak gua nyanyi lagu Elyana - Tak Tercapai Akalmu??

Memang gua tak ingin pun sebab secara jujurnya gua rasa lu akal pun takde oh! Itu kepala lu banyak besar apa lu kasi isi dalam? Gua bingung sudah. Adoi.

Banyak kali juga gua kata satu benda tapi lu takde mau terima. Gua takde masa nak layan kerenah lu jadi lu apsal mau paksa-paksa gua? Banyak degil lah lu ni.

Perangai lu tu gua nyampah juga tengok kadang-kadang kerana sudah serupa itu anjing lu tau tak? Anjing bising kuat menyalak, gua sakit telinga hampir pekak! Banyak bunyi lah sial.

Gua tau lu nak bajet peramah tapi cara lu memang salah. Gua rasa lu takde itu kemahiran bersosial. Lu ajak gua lepak pun macam lu mintak gua sepak muka lu sampai berpetak apsal? Banyak seksa oh.

Semua taktik lu gua dah tau jadi tak perlu nak berdrama swasta depan gua. Tak laku maa sebab pergerakkan lu pun banyak kaku. Diri sendiri pun lu tak berapa kenal jadi tak perlu lah bajet macam lu kamcing habis sama gua!

Sudahlah, gua memang anti sama lu sekarang. Gua dah malas kisah. Lu bajet kita macam cerita KAMI tapi lu kena sedar yang lu ni bukan setakat hari ni je palat. Lu palat dulu, kini dan selamanya! Ptuihhhhh!

Apa nak jadi lepas ni jadilah sebab gua memang malas kisah. Gua dah rimas ada member yang obses macam lu. Gua tak tau pe yang lu mau & gua tak mau tau! Lantak sama lu tapi hidup gua lu jangan sesekali ganggu! Ada faham?

Sila berambus. t(",t)

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

Dua Puluh Tiga


Sudah lama ku menanti,
Kehadiranmu di sisi,
Setelah lama terpisah tempoh jauhari,
Akhirnya kini kita bersua kembali!

Masih terngiang di dalam kotak pemikiranku,
Tatkala pertama kali kita berjumpa,
Menatap raut wajahmu yang ayu,
Membuatkan aku terpesona!

Tubuhku kaku lantas jua lidahku kelu,
Cuba mencuri pandang juga aku tidak mampu,
Dilanda segan aku tertunduk malu,
Diam seribu bahasa kehairanan aku membisu...

Hidup umpama permainan catur,
Langkah dimulakan selepas strategi diatur,
Kemahuanku diturut namun kelemahanku diakur,
Salam perkenalan ingin sekali ku hulur.

Salam diterima orang berkenaan,
Hajat di hati sudah kesampaian,
Meniti hari membina kepercayaan,
Berdoa kini agar dikekalkan kebahagiaan.

Mengenali hati budimu yang luhur,
Menyelami perasaan dan jati diri,
Kepada Tuhan senantiasa aku bersyukur,
Kasih dan sayang bersama disulam pasti.

Dirimu ibarat batu permata,
Sungguh bernilai dan cantik di mata,
Nilaimu terhadapku amatlah berharga,
Sebaik mungkin akan ku pelihara!

Hari ini hari dia,
Hari ini hari bahagia,
Hari ini dia gembira,
Hari ini aku gembira untuknya. <33

Monday, 9 January 2012


A mysterious shadow gate,
Overlooking a dark lake,
Through which its surface is the nature of my hate,
An unpleasant sight of the dreaded heartbreak...

Saturday, 7 January 2012

Hikayat Pisau Terbang

Tidak terlihat kelibat pisau terbang,
Tidak tersangka tertikam belakang,
Kepercayaan teguh kian bergoncang,
Jiwa tenang mula meradang...

Cakap siang tanpa pandang,
Menjadi bahaya apabila amarah diundang,
Kecelakaan maut diminta simpang,
Cakap senang nyawa juga mudah melayang...

Friday, 6 January 2012

Daunting Days

In the end,
After the vibrant colors of their true nature shows,
Yet they remain,
Just as then,
Same as now,

For all they know,
Help is there whenever needed,
No matter how dark that moment is,
Surely someone will bring light,
To save them,
From impending doom.

Never again shall I light up their soul,
Never again shall I shine upon their miserable existence.